I don't feel myself anymore. I can't envision a future for myself, there's just nothing there except emptiness when I think. I can't explain why I feel this way. I know why, but I find it hard to talk about. Why do I feel like this? I suffer from anxiety too, and the higher I tend to get the lower I sink every single time I feel down. It just gets worse each time it happens. I'm starting to feel like I just want to let it all be over. I want to leave.
Best Answer:
Elissa at 21 May,2013
Hey I know you are going to get people commenting saying that you are too precious to go and that but I want to tell you about my experience. Around 6 months ago it was the final straw for me and I did the same as you and asked for help. I had no one to talk too and could never be alone to think. I had the stress of exams and homework but this all changed when I talked about it. I talked to a friend who didn't judge me about these things, I told her that I think about doing and we talked about all the possibilities. There are many options besides this and don't waste your life you were put here for a reason! How old are you by the way? The key thing to do is talk,,, talk to a teacher, a councillor or even someone online. I hope this helps. Just think of the effects on your friends and family.
Other Answers:
- I know this feeling and it sux. But no feeling is worth taking your life. When you feel like this, remind yourself that you are important, loved ,and needed. Dont forget that dont throw your life away. God loves you and if you were not meant to be here, he wouldnt have creacted you, he makes no mistakes, no trash. :)
- Hey I know you are going to get people commenting saying that you are too precious to go and that but I want to tell you about my experience.
Around 6 months ago it was the final straw for me and I did the same as you and asked for help. I had no one to talk too and could never be alone to think. I had the stress of exams and homework but this all changed when I talked about it. I talked to a friend who didn't judge me about these things, I told her that I think about doing and we talked about all the possibilities. There are many options besides this and don't waste your life you were put here for a reason! How old are you by the way?
The key thing to do is talk,,, talk to a teacher, a councillor or even someone online. I hope this helps. Just think of the effects on your friends and family. - Go travel somewhere else. This is summer, I am sure you have family somewhere else that can host you for a week or so.
- I do not intend to sound pessimistic or make you even more depressed. It may sound cheesy, but it is true: Everyone feels that way at some point in their lives. I did, at one point. It wasn't severe, but I had everything all planned out. But then I thought of how selfish that would make me. The people who are close to me would feel so sad, and they might enter into the same kind of depression as I did. It would all be because I was too weak to show everyone that I'm above them all and I will strive to get a good job and be able to live happily.
Leaving would be the worst possible decision you could ever make. Most importantly, it would be your last choice. DOn't you want to be able to make more choices in the future?
You may disregard this answer, but I hope you know that you don't have any reason to leave. Overlook all of your problems and find a hobby or start a sport. Make yourself feel good. - Everybody feels this way at times i undersand i have felt that way maybe you think that its not just a state of mind and that it will never end unless you leave .... But you cant leave you have a purpose in this earth , and that is to be you. Its ok pick yourself when you get down its ok to be out of mind you have to stay strong cus u already are strong but if things go wrong go right ! Dont surrender im telling you ur greater than you think you are...
Do something about things
You feel this way becuase you're loser! We're all losers heheh and uknow what? iIT WILL BE OKAY :) time passes nananana - Hey, hang in there.
At least know that you're not alone. And if that's hard enough to believe (as I know it can be), shoot me an email and we'll go from there :) don't worry, if it's hard for you to talk about it, or if you don't want to talk about it at all, then I'll talk and you can listen P:
